BlabberSamm and the Bricolage of D00M or, how I try to figure myself out [a self portrait]

Recently, I’ve been all over the map & I like it that way.
I am juxtaposed
up your nose.

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Hugging trees and horror stories.
Fill my brain with picture books and current affairs while
synonymously blasting traditional folk art and Chopin with punk fuckers,
banging skulls, grrrl power
& powwows in the morning [when 138.9 Kms is nil and I’m drooling on you]

Attempting to stay updated and disconnected with the world.
Connecting with myself, staying true
to my loves
and hates.

I felt out of touch living among large hills and the turf war fox.
Trees shaded me from the world down here they got me high on the big (O)
-what can only be described as ecstasy.

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Fragility of life stares me in the face now…
I walk outside to a hospital and a funeral home.
Thanks to new development, the former shields me from the Goddess Moon.
Soaking up her cool, luminous silver no longer happens at my windowsill.
I must wait for her outside.
She appears to me in the strangest of places.

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I’m a KOIDGAFTC (knowledgableopinionatedIdontgiveafuckthatcares)
I ‘C’ too much and too little.
I love (H_{2 AND}O) plants animals trees most of the time, people too!
I make A.R.T.T [?]
Am afraid of making useless things.
Afraid of wasting something that took so much effort to exist.

Be Consciously appreciative of the things I have.
Privileged me. I’m trying. So hard.

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Re-framing my own philosophies, I am in a constant state of what I consider existential crisis.
I realize one thing. My perception of reality changes.
Sending everything I [thought] I knew into questioning.
maybe this is the way it should be

I have no idea who I will be tomorrow or how I portray myself today. I’m too focused on right now.
What I do know is that right now there is a lot of stuff going on and I need to catch up so I can once more re-frame
my goals and ambitions.

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Follow me on my journey or don’t.
I do enjoy sharing my discoveries.

& I know what is at my center! -ish

I am not one thing. I am a Bricolage of D00M.
OBVIOUSLY the best kind.
undefinable. fierce. I don’t give a fuck that cares. Sammmart too!

I am here&now.
Where art, earth and D00Mness collide.